I'm not trying to scare you, Aqua.

I have a submissive friend who was contracted to a woman from his world permanently for four years and she just left. Just like that. Gone.

You don't get to choose.

None of us are that special. It's not his fault she's gone, and it won't be your fault if Ruby leaves. It won't be her fault if you leave. But you have to do things for your sake as well. In the end the only person you have any control over is yourself.